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[The White Olive Tree]

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[Episode 16]

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[This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to reality is purely coincidental.]

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Ran,

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delete that comment.

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And write a clarification statement.

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This way…

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I was just expressing my feelings.

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I didn't make any conclusions.

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The school shut me out.

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The TV station wants me to apologize.

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The victim's parents don't understand me.

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I spent the whole day outside fighting them.

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Do you know how I feel?

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Do you even care

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if I was wronged out there?

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You're my family.

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Why can't you support me?

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Fighting?

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Fighting who?

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You young people who just

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stepped into society

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still cling to your student mindset,

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always ready to fight.

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Having ideals is good,

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but you need to see reality too.

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All you do is shout slogans.

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You keep talking about

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fairness and truth.

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What do they really mean?

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I doubt

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you can answer that.

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I've been writing and keeping records

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since I was little

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just because I like it.

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I don't have any big dreams.

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But you—

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you keep filling my head with big ideas,

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saying writing can change society,

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and I have to stick to what I think is right.

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You said that, didn't you?

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Is all that

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just a way to gain fame?

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And once you have it,

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you'll just sit back and reap

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the benefits?

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You…

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Ran,

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ever since you got sick,

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you've become weirder

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and more extreme in your views,

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refusing to listen.

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The doctor said in your condition,

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you shouldn't work.

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I was too careless.

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You've been hiding it from the TV station for so long.

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It's time to let them know

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so you can take a proper break

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and focus on recovering.

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Hello,

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the person you are trying to reach

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is currently unavailable.

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Please…

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Hello,

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the person you are trying to reach

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is currently unavailable.

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Please try again later.

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[Jiang Yu]

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Sorry…

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Song Ran.

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Where are you?

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Why are you calling?

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I care about you.

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Baixing Road Tunnel.

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Aren't you cold

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sitting here?

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You must have been exhausted these past few days.

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I figure you've been running around,

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interviewing people,

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and trying to uncover the truth.

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I saw

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a lot of people

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supporting you in the comments.

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They're just online strangers.

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No one around me…

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supports me.

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Have you found Jiang Yu?

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No.

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Jiang Yu…

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acts tough on the outside,

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but deep down, he's sensitive and fragile.

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When you saw him,

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he appeared completely unreasonable.

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But I could tell that

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inside,

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he was really hurting…

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and scared.

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Are you saying…

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I hurt Jiang Yu?

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That my comment hurt him?

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That my comment was wrong?

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No.

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There was nothing wrong with your comment itself.

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And I know your intention

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was to protect Wang Han,

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not to hurt Jiang Yu.

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From your perspective,

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Jiang Yu

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does have a lot of issues.

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But, Song Ran,

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having the right intention

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doesn't always lead to the right outcome.

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Li Zan.

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I trust my own eyes.

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I saw what happened

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outside the school that day.

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I saw that video too.

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I clearly saw how Jiang Yu

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treated Wang Han.

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You didn't see what Wang Han was like

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when he came to me.

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He was shaking the whole time.

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Yet when he talked about Jiang Yu hitting him,

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he sounded so sure.

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Even so,

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I never wrote anything

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to take a clear stance.

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I'm still waiting—

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waiting to see Jiang Yu

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and hear him explain what happened himself.

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But now you're telling me not to believe Wang Han,

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not to trust my own eyes,

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but to trust your judgment instead.

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You want me to believe that I was wrong

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and I hurt Jiang Yu.

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Song Ran,

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I'm not trying to force you

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to believe or disbelieve anyone or anything.

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I just want to find the truth.

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I want Jiang Yu to have a chance to speak for himself too.

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But right now, that video

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and your comment

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have put Jiang Yu

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in a vulnerable position.

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Now, he doesn't even dare

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to step forward and face this.

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At the end of the day,

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he's just

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a teenager.

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And that's my fault?

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Isn't it all because

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he hit someone first?

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Li Zan.

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Don't let Jiang Lin's death

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cloud your judgment.

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Don't view Jiang Yu through a distorted lens.

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The pain caused by Jiang Lin's death…

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shouldn't be something Wang Han has to carry.

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I've always known…

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this is the kind of girl you are.

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What do you mean?

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You seem soft,

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but inside, you're strong.

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I just never thought…

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you'd see me this way.

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♫We're at the farewell station again♫

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♫I wait with you but don't want the train to come♫

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♫I can't find you♫

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♫You don't belong to me anymore♫

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♫We look at each other from afar♫

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♫Far away from each other♫

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♫Now, on other ends of the earth♫

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♫How many places do you want to go?♫

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♫When the flight and distance♫

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♫Are no longer problems♫

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But Song Ran,

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♫Unfortunately♫

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having the right intention

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♫We lost contact long ago♫

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doesn't always lead to the right outcome.

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And that's my fault?

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♫When love is buried deep♫

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Don't let Jiang Lin's death cloud your judgment.

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♫The castle piled up on the beach♫

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The pain caused by Jiang Lin's death

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shouldn't be something Wang Han has to carry.

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♫Time washes it away♫

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I've always known…

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♫Let me guess♫

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this is the kind of girl you are.

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♫Have you ever walked into♫

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♫The castle you built for me♫

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♫And disappeared at dawn?♫

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♫Let me guess, have you ever walked into♫

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This is Wang Han's notebook.

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Every time he was hit,

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he wrote it down in detail.

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♫The castle you built for me♫

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♫And disappeared at dawn?♫

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Mr. Luo.

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[Hengsheng Construction]

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You're the most rational person I know.

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Can you tell me

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whether Li Zan's judgment of Jiang Yu

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has been influenced by his emotions?

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I can't give you

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an answer

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because when it comes to Li Zan,

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I'm influenced by emotions too.

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If you think Li Zan is emotionally affected

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when it comes to Jiang Yu,

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then aren't you the same

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when it comes to Wang Han?

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You want to help him

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and speak up for him.

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Isn't that also an emotion?

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And could that emotion

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have been influenced by something else too?

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Do you feel a sense of guilt too?

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Then what am I supposed to do?

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Keep searching for the truth.

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Emotions aren't wrong.

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They can even drive you to find the truth.

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Wang Han,

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I know you can see my messages.

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I want to meet you again.

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I have too many questions to ask you.

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I'll be waiting for you on the bench in the neighborhood

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until you come out.

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Jiang Yu.

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I found the ones

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who bullied Wang Han.

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Stop!

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This jacket…

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The baseball jacket Jiang Lin gave you…

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isn't yours, is it?

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I got it back for you.

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I'll be waiting for you at the usual place.

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I'm alone.

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You said Jiang Yu kept bullying you,

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and I did see you two arguing.

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I don't know what really happened between you,

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but as long as you promise me

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that every word you told me is true…

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then even if Jiang Yu is the younger brother of my late friend,

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I'll still do whatever it takes to protect you,

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speak up for you,

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and make those who hurt you pay.

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Can you promise me that?

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I thought I was making amends.

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But it turns out…

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Sorry, Ms. Song.

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I was really scared back then.

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Jiang Yu and I used to be really close.

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Stop!

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He was the one

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who saved me from

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those bullies.

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Don't run!

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Stop!

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-Don't run!
-We used to go to school

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and go home together every day.

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At that time,

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I felt like as long as Jiang Yu was around,

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I had nothing to be afraid of.

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But one day, a few months ago,

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he suddenly stopped talking to me.

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I went to him,

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but he kept pushing me away,

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telling me to stop bothering him.

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So I started following him in secret.

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I wanted to know the truth.

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Get lost!

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I just wanted to know why.

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Jiang Yu, why are you crying?

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Let go of me!

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So you came to me and said he was bullying you?

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But what about that video?

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I saw him hitting you.

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I provoked him on purpose.

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Where's my jacket?

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They said if I didn't give them your jacket,

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they'd beat me up again.

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You gave my jacket to those punks?

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That kid shouldn't have acted tough.

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With this video, he will never be able

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to clear his name.

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Just do your job.

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Do you know

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why Wang Han listened to those punks

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and stole your jacket?

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Because he's weak.

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No one was there to protect him.

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Alone, he didn't dare to do anything.

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He didn't dare to fight back,

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so he just gave in.

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That's not it.

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I think it's because he felt…

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you abandoned

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and betrayed him.

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He was very angry,

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but he didn't know what to do,

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so he made mistakes.

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Just like how I felt Jiang Lin betrayed

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and abandoned me.

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I'm no different

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from Wang Han—just as weak.

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There's nothing wrong with being weak.

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Humans are fragile by nature.

310
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But I'm not like Jiang Lin.

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I got angry, and I lashed out.

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He had every reason to blame and hate me.

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But Jiang Lin…

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Jiang Lin is dead!

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How can I still blame him like this?

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Am I a horrible person?

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00:23:49,890 --> 00:23:51,440
Am I awful?

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You're not awful.

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You're just hurting too much.

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He'd forgive you.

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He'd forgive us.

322
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Jiang Yu…

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Jiang Yu suddenly changed

324
00:24:20,440 --> 00:24:22,010
because of his brother?

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Why didn't he tell me?

326
00:24:32,200 --> 00:24:34,190
I was his best friend.

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Yeah,

328
00:24:39,680 --> 00:24:40,810
why didn't he say anything?

329
00:24:42,570 --> 00:24:44,310
Humans are such strange creatures.

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Sometimes they do evil for no reason,

331
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and sometimes they do good things

332
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without any clear motive.

333
00:24:55,500 --> 00:24:57,500
They insist on doing the hardest things,

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00:24:59,340 --> 00:25:00,620
yet when it comes to the simplest words,

335
00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:05,460
they struggle to say them to the people closest to them.

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00:25:25,130 --> 00:25:25,930
Song Ran.

337
00:25:28,200 --> 00:25:29,030
I have something to say…

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I lied.

339
00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:33,800
These past six months have been awful.

340
00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:37,680
I haven't been doing well at all.

341
00:25:49,140 --> 00:25:50,460
The smiles I gave you were fake.

342
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:53,450
When I said I was happy, that was a lie too.

343
00:25:56,000 --> 00:25:57,240
All that talk about my family being great

344
00:25:57,270 --> 00:25:58,310
and my job going smoothly—

345
00:25:58,310 --> 00:25:59,350
none of it was real.

346
00:25:59,350 --> 00:26:00,500
I was pretending!

347
00:26:05,470 --> 00:26:06,680
Just like now,

348
00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:08,850
look,

349
00:26:10,480 --> 00:26:13,250
I can tell you I had a great day and I'm really happy.

350
00:26:15,100 --> 00:26:16,430
But that's a lie.

351
00:26:19,110 --> 00:26:20,960
I've told so many lies.

352
00:26:22,620 --> 00:26:23,600
Today…

353
00:26:26,380 --> 00:26:29,220
I feel like I could die from how sad I am.

354
00:26:31,310 --> 00:26:34,240
Every day, I feel like I'm drowning in sadness.

355
00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:35,230
I…

356
00:26:40,850 --> 00:26:42,090
I lied to you too.

357
00:26:47,340 --> 00:26:48,380
I told you…

358
00:26:50,550 --> 00:26:52,270
I was doing fine,

359
00:26:53,680 --> 00:26:54,680
that I felt at ease,

360
00:26:58,070 --> 00:26:59,950
that bomb disposal was too dangerous

361
00:27:01,340 --> 00:27:03,100
so I didn't want to be a volunteer anymore,

362
00:27:04,710 --> 00:27:05,990
and that I didn't care anymore.

363
00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:08,240
All lies.

364
00:27:08,900 --> 00:27:13,260
♫She is a white island♫

365
00:27:11,490 --> 00:27:12,290
The truth is…

366
00:27:15,550 --> 00:27:20,060
♫The colorful wind rushes past♫

367
00:27:22,310 --> 00:27:25,610
♫Lonely waves, starlit glow♫

368
00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:28,240
♫Quietly leaning together♫

369
00:27:28,930 --> 00:27:33,420
♫Autumn reflects in the water♫

370
00:27:33,320 --> 00:27:35,000
I'm a wreck now.

371
00:27:35,620 --> 00:27:40,010
♫He is a blue sailboat♫

372
00:27:42,200 --> 00:27:43,630
♫Sailing alone♫

373
00:27:43,650 --> 00:27:46,630
♫Through the boundless night♫

374
00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:51,830
♫His sails dancing in the wind♫

375
00:27:52,340 --> 00:27:55,080
♫Silently by her side♫

376
00:27:54,670 --> 00:27:55,470
I'm sorry.

377
00:27:55,490 --> 00:28:00,180
♫Heading toward her shore♫

378
00:27:57,480 --> 00:27:59,280
I was too harsh yesterday.

379
00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:02,610
I just wanted so badly to protect Jiang Yu.

380
00:28:02,340 --> 00:28:06,810
♫The sky turns a deeper blue♫

381
00:28:03,440 --> 00:28:05,890
I should've seen things from your perspective.

382
00:28:06,290 --> 00:28:08,160
I should've supported you all along.

383
00:28:06,830 --> 00:28:09,840
♫The brilliant night♫

384
00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:09,450
I'm sorry, Song Ran.

385
00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:10,010
No.

386
00:28:10,180 --> 00:28:13,520
♫Has never shone so bright♫

387
00:28:11,560 --> 00:28:12,360
No.

388
00:28:13,340 --> 00:28:14,380
I'm the one who should be sorry.

389
00:28:15,160 --> 00:28:17,160
I said things that were way too harsh.

390
00:28:15,630 --> 00:28:18,620
♫A white island♫

391
00:28:18,140 --> 00:28:20,970
Please don't be mad, okay?

392
00:28:18,950 --> 00:28:21,910
♫Blooms in the vast sea♫

393
00:28:22,230 --> 00:28:24,560
♫I wish I could pick it♫

394
00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:24,150
I failed to control my emotions

395
00:28:24,580 --> 00:28:27,290
♫And give it to you♫

396
00:28:24,770 --> 00:28:26,160
and was too stubborn to listen.

397
00:28:26,180 --> 00:28:28,180
That's what led to all this.

398
00:28:31,190 --> 00:28:32,630
But please, don't be angry.

399
00:28:34,820 --> 00:28:38,150
Let's not fight, okay?

400
00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:41,160
Now…

401
00:28:42,260 --> 00:28:46,820
♫She is a white island♫

402
00:28:42,390 --> 00:28:44,390
Now, you're all I have.

403
00:28:45,950 --> 00:28:46,950
You're all I have.

404
00:28:49,000 --> 00:28:53,490
♫Maybe the world has long forgotten her♫

405
00:28:55,550 --> 00:28:58,900
♫Lonely waves, city lights♫

406
00:28:58,930 --> 00:29:01,620
♫Drifting softly apart♫

407
00:29:02,250 --> 00:29:07,050
♫Longing lingers in the reflection♫

408
00:29:07,390 --> 00:29:08,180
I know.

409
00:29:08,850 --> 00:29:13,760
♫He is a blue sailboat♫

410
00:29:13,030 --> 00:29:13,830
I know.

411
00:29:15,420 --> 00:29:16,860
♫He once lost♫

412
00:29:16,890 --> 00:29:20,150
♫The warmth of the harbor♫

413
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:19,950
I know you can't talk to anyone about it.

414
00:29:22,170 --> 00:29:24,980
♫No more words are needed♫

415
00:29:22,290 --> 00:29:23,810
Because I can't either.

416
00:29:25,550 --> 00:29:28,300
♫Just quietly gazing♫

417
00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:26,830
Because in this world,

418
00:29:26,850 --> 00:29:28,640
there's no such thing as true empathy.

419
00:29:28,820 --> 00:29:33,800
♫Heading toward her shore♫

420
00:29:30,130 --> 00:29:31,990
Because when you say it out loud, it feels like—

421
00:29:33,600 --> 00:29:35,510
why am I the only one this fragile?

422
00:29:35,650 --> 00:29:40,250
♫The sky turns a deeper blue♫

423
00:29:37,270 --> 00:29:39,160
Why am I the only one this useless?

424
00:29:40,270 --> 00:29:42,610
♫The brilliant night♫

425
00:29:40,500 --> 00:29:41,970
Other people will either

426
00:29:42,760 --> 00:29:43,830
gawk in curiosity

427
00:29:43,340 --> 00:29:47,170
♫Has never shone so bright♫

428
00:29:45,110 --> 00:29:46,350
or scoff in disdain.

429
00:29:48,030 --> 00:29:48,920
They can't see

430
00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:51,160
the excruciating pain beneath that scar.

431
00:29:48,970 --> 00:29:51,760
♫A white island♫

432
00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:55,220
♫Blooms in the vast sea♫

433
00:29:52,480 --> 00:29:53,680
They don't know

434
00:29:54,350 --> 00:29:55,680
that even when it looks healed,

435
00:29:55,540 --> 00:29:57,540
♫I wish I could pick it♫

436
00:29:56,460 --> 00:29:59,460
it still causes me intolerable pain on rainy days.

437
00:29:57,560 --> 00:30:01,400
♫And give it to you♫

438
00:30:01,830 --> 00:30:03,830
And after all this time, tonight,

439
00:30:01,970 --> 00:30:04,860
♫A white island♫

440
00:30:05,720 --> 00:30:07,720
I finally met someone

441
00:30:08,550 --> 00:30:10,070
with the same scar,

442
00:30:08,590 --> 00:30:11,670
♫A blue sailboat♫

443
00:30:10,930 --> 00:30:13,520
who feels that same pain night after night.

444
00:30:11,690 --> 00:30:15,140
♫Heading toward her shore♫

445
00:30:15,750 --> 00:30:21,840
♫The sky turns a deeper blue♫

446
00:30:16,140 --> 00:30:18,980
Just like that white olive tree we saw that day.

447
00:30:20,850 --> 00:30:22,410
People who've never seen it

448
00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:28,370
♫The night has never been so dazzling♫

449
00:30:23,320 --> 00:30:24,950
will never believe

450
00:30:24,970 --> 00:30:27,300
such a breathtaking sight ever existed in this world.

451
00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:31,510
And they'll never understand

452
00:30:33,360 --> 00:30:35,600
the gentleness in that fleeting moment.

453
00:30:42,210 --> 00:30:44,990
♫A white island♫

454
00:30:45,400 --> 00:30:48,580
♫Blooms in the vast sea♫

455
00:30:49,080 --> 00:30:51,080
♫I wish I could pick it♫

456
00:30:51,100 --> 00:30:54,940
♫And give it to you♫

457
00:30:51,370 --> 00:30:52,240
Please, come in.

458
00:30:55,520 --> 00:31:04,690
♫And she will remember you and me♫

459
00:31:02,240 --> 00:31:03,200
No need to change your shoes.

460
00:31:06,800 --> 00:31:07,710
You…

461
00:31:09,810 --> 00:31:10,730
live alone?

462
00:31:13,550 --> 00:31:16,220
This was my grandparents' house.

463
00:31:17,880 --> 00:31:20,280
They passed away.

464
00:31:23,250 --> 00:31:24,050
Come in.

465
00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:31,330
Sit on the sofa for a bit.

466
00:31:32,070 --> 00:31:32,840
Warm yourself up.

467
00:31:34,970 --> 00:31:35,420
Alright.

468
00:31:39,190 --> 00:31:40,510
I'll go wash my face.

469
00:32:49,810 --> 00:32:50,880
Did you wait long?

470
00:32:54,720 --> 00:32:56,200
I couldn't get through to your phone.

471
00:32:57,940 --> 00:32:58,890
I waited for a while.

472
00:33:00,920 --> 00:33:01,880
My battery died.

473
00:33:10,440 --> 00:33:11,770
What brought you here today?

474
00:33:13,440 --> 00:33:16,430
I found the ones who bullied Wang Han.

475
00:33:17,660 --> 00:33:18,980
I've turned them over to the police.

476
00:33:20,000 --> 00:33:21,510
I wanted to let you know.

477
00:33:23,180 --> 00:33:24,210
How did you find them?

478
00:33:25,610 --> 00:33:27,350
Based on the times and locations

479
00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:30,350
in Wang Han's notebook,

480
00:33:31,060 --> 00:33:33,580
I checked those places one by one and found them.

481
00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:39,590
You read his notes once that day

482
00:33:41,660 --> 00:33:42,910
and remembered everything?

483
00:33:46,540 --> 00:33:48,130
Not everything.

484
00:33:49,530 --> 00:33:50,960
Just parts.

485
00:33:53,590 --> 00:33:55,110
Maybe I got lucky.

486
00:33:57,560 --> 00:34:00,990
Honestly, I've always believed in Jiang Yu.

487
00:34:02,450 --> 00:34:04,780
It's not only because I don't think he's that kind of person,

488
00:34:05,910 --> 00:34:07,110
but also because of that notebook.

489
00:34:08,320 --> 00:34:09,820
It helped me a lot.

490
00:34:11,190 --> 00:34:12,070
I remember

491
00:34:12,840 --> 00:34:14,190
one note about him being beaten

492
00:34:14,770 --> 00:34:17,770
on March 7th at 5 PM.

493
00:34:18,750 --> 00:34:21,940
But at that time, Jiang Yu was at the police station

494
00:34:22,610 --> 00:34:23,920
for causing trouble.

495
00:34:25,480 --> 00:34:28,100
I picked him up with Mr. Fu.

496
00:34:29,130 --> 00:34:30,330
So there's no way

497
00:34:31,699 --> 00:34:33,370
Jiang Yu could have hit Wang Han then.

498
00:34:41,639 --> 00:34:42,639
Why…

499
00:34:44,320 --> 00:34:45,400
didn't you tell me?

500
00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:47,880
I'm sorry.

501
00:34:49,580 --> 00:34:51,630
By then, you had already posted your comment.

502
00:34:52,710 --> 00:34:54,360
And with just that one contradiction,

503
00:34:56,219 --> 00:34:57,810
I couldn't be sure.

504
00:35:00,500 --> 00:35:01,310
Besides…

505
00:35:07,660 --> 00:35:09,620
you were really mad back then.

506
00:35:13,210 --> 00:35:14,070
So was I.

507
00:35:15,350 --> 00:35:16,850
Even if I had told you,

508
00:35:17,380 --> 00:35:18,940
you might not have believed me.

509
00:35:19,790 --> 00:35:21,270
So I kept it to myself.

510
00:35:22,480 --> 00:35:23,610
I didn't handle it well.

511
00:35:28,110 --> 00:35:28,990
So,

512
00:35:30,450 --> 00:35:32,280
I made you really mad, didn't I?

513
00:35:40,030 --> 00:35:40,820
Yeah.

514
00:35:42,550 --> 00:35:43,670
I'm usually pretty good

515
00:35:45,290 --> 00:35:47,250
at keeping my emotions in check.

516
00:35:49,520 --> 00:35:50,520
But with you…

517
00:35:57,850 --> 00:35:58,820
it feels impossible.

518
00:36:31,850 --> 00:36:32,860
You ear…

519
00:36:35,860 --> 00:36:36,740
Is it okay?

520
00:36:39,840 --> 00:36:41,030
Besides your ear,

521
00:36:42,260 --> 00:36:44,550
do you feel unwell anywhere else?

522
00:36:46,900 --> 00:36:49,860
I can still hear fine,

523
00:36:50,930 --> 00:36:53,820
but I occasionally get tinnitus and muffled sounds.

524
00:36:55,660 --> 00:36:56,580
Is it serious?

525
00:36:59,430 --> 00:37:00,240
Not really.

526
00:37:02,510 --> 00:37:03,670
It's just that

527
00:37:05,260 --> 00:37:07,410
I probably can't handle explosives anymore.

528
00:37:17,580 --> 00:37:18,890
What did the doctor say?

529
00:37:22,010 --> 00:37:23,580
Post-traumatic stress disorder.

530
00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:27,130
After being caught in a blast,

531
00:37:28,260 --> 00:37:29,930
my body developed a natural aversion to it.

532
00:37:38,500 --> 00:37:39,310
Does it…

533
00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:44,160
have to do with Jiang Lin?

534
00:37:50,900 --> 00:37:51,940
I think so.

535
00:37:56,480 --> 00:37:58,120
But I didn't tell the doctor

536
00:37:59,390 --> 00:38:01,110
anything about Jiang Lin.

537
00:38:05,600 --> 00:38:06,340
Why not?

538
00:38:13,840 --> 00:38:15,320
I feel like Jiang Lin's death…

539
00:38:16,690 --> 00:38:17,840
might have something to do with me.

540
00:38:20,200 --> 00:38:21,910
Maybe I caused his death.

541
00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:27,550
But now, I don't remember anything.

542
00:38:40,400 --> 00:38:41,250
Zan.

543
00:38:44,170 --> 00:38:45,460
Do you want to remember?

544
00:38:52,110 --> 00:38:53,190
I don't know.

545
00:39:00,390 --> 00:39:01,990
The doctor told me

546
00:39:02,630 --> 00:39:04,870
about a theory that

547
00:39:04,900 --> 00:39:06,780
if you want to get better,

548
00:39:07,300 --> 00:39:09,010
you have to stay away from the trigger.

549
00:39:10,360 --> 00:39:11,430
Stay away?

550
00:39:13,350 --> 00:39:15,940
Pain comes from wanting something but not getting it.

551
00:39:16,790 --> 00:39:19,500
If you stop wanting, you can escape the pain.

552
00:39:20,620 --> 00:39:21,920
But if you stop wanting,

553
00:39:23,230 --> 00:39:24,420
then the pain disappears,

554
00:39:25,850 --> 00:39:27,040
but so does the joy.

555
00:39:32,740 --> 00:39:34,830
I also think that's nonsense.

556
00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:38,320
The fact that you said that

557
00:39:39,130 --> 00:39:42,480
means you already have your answer,

558
00:39:43,630 --> 00:39:44,450
right?

559
00:39:49,360 --> 00:39:50,370
You're just…

560
00:39:53,980 --> 00:39:55,060
a bit scared,

561
00:39:56,540 --> 00:39:57,220
right?

562
00:40:09,370 --> 00:40:10,340
Very scared.

563
00:40:23,060 --> 00:40:23,870
It's okay.

564
00:40:27,510 --> 00:40:29,000
No matter what happens, good or bad,

565
00:40:30,190 --> 00:40:31,000
I'll be here.

566
00:40:35,180 --> 00:40:37,410
I'll face it with you.

567
00:41:09,520 --> 00:41:10,330
I want…

568
00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:21,730
I want to keep volunteering.

569
00:41:23,460 --> 00:41:25,550
I want to work at Luo Zhan's company.

570
00:41:26,810 --> 00:41:28,520
I want things to go back to how they used to be.

571
00:41:32,210 --> 00:41:32,830
I really…

572
00:41:36,160 --> 00:41:36,800
really want that.

573
00:41:50,710 --> 00:41:52,250
Everything will be fine.

574
00:42:11,430 --> 00:42:13,250
That reassurance sounded half-hearted.

575
00:42:16,370 --> 00:42:17,330
I mean it.

576
00:42:18,650 --> 00:42:21,170
If you truly, truly want something,

577
00:42:22,590 --> 00:42:23,550
you can

578
00:42:25,550 --> 00:42:27,000
definitely get it.

579
00:42:34,290 --> 00:42:35,100
Says who?

580
00:42:36,410 --> 00:42:37,050
You?

581
00:42:42,820 --> 00:42:45,330
I speak from experience.

582
00:42:51,510 --> 00:42:54,000
Everything I really, really wanted…

583
00:42:56,880 --> 00:42:58,000
has come true.